Saying Goodbye

This is hard!! I feel speechless, but I know that I will want to remember the details that I may forget later, so I am going to try to find the words.

I had to say goodbye again today...this time was the hardest yet.
I tried to soak up every minute, every second that I had with her. She fell asleep on my chest right before I had to give her back. I wanted her to stay there!! I could hardly breath as I handed her over...my heart aches.

I hope to write more later.